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Russell: You know, when I’m at home I’m absolutely fine.
Glen: Fine?
Russell: Yeah, completely. I don’t care and I don’t even think about it. I just… I’m not embarrassed, I’m not ashamed and I don’t want to be straight. Not now anyway. I’m happy… I’m happy being gay.
Glen: But?
Russell: It’s when I go outside, y’know just to Jamie’s or to Tesco’s or to work… It’s kinda hard to explain… but it kinda feels like I’ve got indigestion. It actually feels exactly like indigestion. And it just makes me angry that I feel like that because it’s so fucking pathetic. You know, I’m a grown man and I look at you and I see you and you can do it and you’re amazing. I just don’t understand why I can’t.
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I don’t think I’ve ever related more to a character from a movie. This needs to be in more theaters.